Ok this is horrible. And I am really embarassed but if anyone can understand-its probably the people I talk to on here. I overdid it on the laxatives. And you know what happened next-got up, used the bathroom several times, thought it was safe to get going to work, and for the most part it was, until I was about 10min away. Cringing, clenching, praying. Got out of my car and literally ran to get to the bathroom. Not 100% effective. So, yep, I crapped myself. Not a full on crap but ugh. Washed my underwear in the bathroom and waiting for them to dry. Used paper towels and scented antibacterial wipes to clean my body. I am 35. I can't believe I did this. Its been years since I over did and lost control of my body. LOL

Hope you are having a better memorial day than I am....shit my pants and work.

And I am back.....

Long time. Lots of stuff:

1. Finished the Boston Marathon
2. My bf/ex-h moved out so I am officially on my own
3. Things with the man I love in Boston just did not work out the way they should so I am OVER IT
4. Need to lose 10lbs so started the "lemonade diet" today. I know. Slippery slope. Whatever.

I will update more later because there is LOTS more news but I want to check in on some of you first!

XO