January 27, 2010
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Almost done with the 30 day challenge....it has been difficult at time but I am glad I am doing it. I am looking forward to getting my life back. I will keep doing the yoga because it feels so good but not every day. I think 4times a week will be good.
Ok, so I don't post it often but I am short and fat. 5'3 and exactly 140lbs. I seem to carry it well (I must have a lot of muscle or something) and most people think I am around 125ish (which is closer to where I actually want to be). BUT I am trying to be really honest with myself about my weight, my food intake, my liquid intake, my exercise, etc and hopefully it will help me to get where I want. I am going to try to post it here most days. We'll see what happens....Ugh, that actually hurt to type. I am gross.
Comments (4)
You're not gross. You're BEAUTIFUL. (stop rolling your eyes at me!)
Love you!
HUGS!
You are still inspiring. I think it's great that you look that good. Running always works, doesn't it?
love ya babe and thanks for my inspiring message you left me. I did not run yesterday nor will i today. unfortunately I barfed after overeating yesterday. Of course I didn't get everything up. I was anxious and worked up about finances. A run would have been better. Back on track with food today, though. trying to eat lots of popcorn and drink much water. My job is physical.
I have had a new boyfriend for 2 months now. It's been 8 years since I have been in a relationship. I love him but love my own space too. Besides, when he is here we eat high fat crap. At least he loves being active and supports my desire to lose weight in any way. He said he would even not eat around me when he is up for the weekend. He is concerned about my starving technique though. Anyway, I Didn't go to the cabin with him today. I would have had to go through 25 $ in gas for the round trip. I feel like restricting financially and diet wise today. I lied to him and told him I had to work today at a school. I just hate being in a financially crappy state. He is very generous though and always offers to fill my tank and buy me groceries. Just wanted to stay home and putter today too, i think. Needed to refocus on weight today.
love ya
hi hunnie!!
So glad this yoga is working out for you and you feel better. I always thought.. my bones must weigh a lot.. because when I lose weight or weigh around 130 or 125, people think I weigh less. yeah..wishful thinking , that I am mostly heavy bones and muscles..hahaha. I bet you look fabulous!! have a good weekend my friend
xoxoxoxo
guess what.. I am 132 lbs. i never ever ever weigh as yuou know i fear the scale. I was hoping for the 120's by now ~~sigh~~ I have to be 115, just have to.. help! Love you hunnie.. u still have your kitties?? I just love my kitties so. ((((HUGS))))
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