The guy I live with (technically bf, I guess), is moving out. I feel a sense of relief, fear, anxious, excitement, nervous, happy, head spinning, you name it.
Buying my ticket for Boston this weekend and reserving my hotel room.  Normally, I stay with my love but things feel strange this time and I can always cancel the reservation if he tells me I am crazy (I HOPE).
Oahu in Jan, Maui in Feb and Big Island in March. Busy few months. I better save some cash.
I am going to try for a 30day challenge at my yoga studio. 30 straight days of Bikram, ooolala. 
My eating has been good considering it is the holidays. I actually dropped a couple of lbs but I know its due to the stress right now.  *sigh* how about 20 more? 

Love, love!

Happy New Year

Merry Christmas me.  I got a yeast infection. Yep, a yeast infection. I hate these things.

I need some pills. I am freaking out. Please send me an online pharmacy. You can private message me. I am desperate. I NEED diethylpropion. Now. I don't care where the pharmacy is-Canada, Mexico, Serbia, wherever.

Lovely....sprained my ankle last night while out for a run. Sprained ankle, road rash down other leg and FUCKED my hand up. Great. I am running a fucking marathon in like 5months. This is not what I need.
On a more exciting note-me and some friends are throwing a prom themed party (who doesn't want to go back and do it over?!). Anyway, here is a pic of the dress I ordered. I think I am going to wear it with peep toe ankle boots.

Please tell me you love it as much as I do!!!

OK, so my post last night was a bit ambigious. I will try to explain better but that will have to wait until tomorrow or sometime this week.  I gotta run to the drugstore to take car of my ankle!

Hugs

This broken heart is my own fault. I am letting the man I love and cannot live without slip away. I am a fool. I let my own fears stop me.