January 27, 2009
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I didn't want to do it but I have no choice. I stopped losing weight after about a 6lb loss this month. I wanted 10 so FUCK YOU body. I will win. 4lbs in 4 days. Mother Fucker. Take a wild f'in guess how I am gonna do it? Oh let's see-no food, too many senna pills and a salt flush. Oh yea, throw in too much exercise too. Asshole. I hate my body.
Let's see what else is new.....blah. Not the happiest camper right now oh well.Getting outta here soon so I can go....exercise. Yep. Lucky me.
BF is going to kill me with his snoring. I hate him.
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OH girly...you sound so angry here.
Hope your mood has shifted somewhat.
As for the snoring? Invest in some ear plugs. I wear them every single night to drown out the annoying-as-hell birds that wake me up and the cars/trucks I can hear from the highway.
Smile.
Life isn't all that bad...and if you want 4 lbs down, you can do it.
p.s. Be careful.
Thanks for popping in, snuggles.
Be careful with your plan. If you don't eat anything you'll set yourself up for a binge when done. Eat some eggs.
Are you still running? I need a motivating buddy system.
Get back to me and don't be so hard on yourself. It's just a number. You are more than a number.
XOXO
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