December 1, 2008

• So, I did really good without talking to him once all weekend. I think it is the longest I have gone without contact in years.  I stayed busy-shopping, beach, etc and it actually felt really good.  I am not gonna say I didn't think of him at all because I did but I refrained from contacting him.  Yay me!
  I got two dresses and two pairs of shoes this weekend.  I have several christmas parties coming up.  Here is a pic of the one that I am wearing to parties except I got pink not brown.  I am not quite sure what is going on but I got a small and its a little too big but they were out of XS.  Is it too swimsuit-y for a xmas party?  I do live on an island....
  
  I can't find a pic of the other dress yet but I was able to get an XS in that one.  Both dresses are tommy bahama.  I wish I looked like an XS.  I think I look like an L but I must not be or I wouldn't be buying XS.  Sigh.  I hate this body image game my brain plays.  Stupid brain. 
  Ok, off to beddy-bye. 

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