October 22, 2008

• I ordered a bunch of clothes.  Nothing fits anymore and it looks like I am wearing rags.  So, I guess that tells me that I am losing something but quite sure what yet because I certainly don't see it.  All I see is fat fuckin thighs.  Ish. 
  My and nephew made it home safe, I did laundry yesterday and cried when I was folding some of his little shorts and stuff that I am sending back to them.  *SIGH* I don't know when the next time I will see them will be. 
  My older sis is getting married.  I guess I am happy for her.  She has been off drugs now for a little over a year,  its very surreal to have her off drugs and my other sis on them.  My older sis lost three kids due to her drug prob-my mom raised my oldest niece (she is 20yrs old) and my dads ex-gf adopted my youngest niece and one of my nephews because my sisters parental rights to them were terminated. 
  Other than that-its back into the swing of things.  I need to order some vitamins because the vitmin shops here do not carry what I want and I swear bladderwrack is a wonder supplement.  I dropped a few lbs pretty easily using it-it regulates your thyroid. 
  Daily I take-cayenne pills, cinnamon pills, vitamin b, flaxseed oil, multi-vitamin, and bladderwrack.  They just make me feel better.  I am thinking of adding CoQ10-I guess its supposed to help with cell function and weight loss. 
  I am going to get rid of all the men in my life.  I just can't deal with them. 
  
  Ugh...COFFEE NOW! 
  

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