October 2, 2008

• MURDEROUS RAGE!  I am going to KILL my sister (Taz's mother).  I am so hurt.  My whole family is so hurt.  I cannot believe what has happened!  OK, this is so fucked up.  Taz was gone for 6wks.  My whole family has been trying to find her-contact with the police, the NATIONAL missing and exploited children place (which is run by FBI), flyers, calling everywhere, walking streets in HORRIBLE areas, calling my sis every day to ask for any updates and its always the same-no, haven't heard from her, blah blah blah.  Come to find out from Taz that she has been in contact with her mother for several weeks.  I CANNOT WRAP MY BRAIN AROUND THIS!! How could she do this!? How could she not tell ANYONE?!  I am seriously in shock. Absolute shock.  And it gets worse....Taz asked her mom what to do and where she should go and my sis told her to figure it out and she had no where for Taz to go!  Taz was spending days at a teen drop in center for homeless kids so they can have a few hours off the streets and at night she was picking up MEN so she could be off the streets at night and my FUCKING sister was just like whatever.  My niece is 14yrs old and her mother was ok with her PIMPING herself out!!  I think my mother is going to have a heart attack.  KILL KILL KILL  I don't know what to do.  How do you do this?  How do you sleep at night when you do this to your kid?!! 
  I cannot even focus.

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