October 1, 2008

• Niece is with one of my sisters.  Her mother (one of my other sisters), does not know.  No one wants to tell her.  As harsh as that sounds, Taz had been gone for about 6 weeks with my sis doing nothing about it because drugs and alcohol are most important.  And Taz is very mistrusting.  She needs to know she can trust the rest of us and to not choose to run the streets-thats what the teen centers and centers for runaways have said, right now she wants nothing to do with her mom so don't make her.  I am so sad for all of them.  I count my lucky stars that I never was involved in that stuff.  I am so grateful that she is basically unharmed.  She said that some stuff happened to her that made her not want to stay out on the streets.  I don't think we will ever know.  I don't know if we want too. 
  On a happier note, I have lost 11lbs in about 2 weeks.  I am exercising like a mad woman and watching my intake.  I am intaking little and I feel strong.  Saturday, my muscles were sore but I know that is the crap leaving my body.  I have been here before.  I am getting closer to where I want to be.  Someday. 
  Work is ok.  I guess.  I wish I would win the lottery.

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