August 28, 2006

• Today I could not remember, for a few minutes, what city I was actually in and when the car rental guy asked for the third time if I was going to leave the state (with the car) I looked at him blankly and said I don't know where I am right now but I think I am staying here.  He must've thought who the hell are we renting this too.  The I just said no, I am not leaving this state for two days and then I will be on a plane home not in a car.  Lately, it is an endless succession of hotels and airports and malls and let me tell you-they are the same in every place.  No difference. 
  Saturday went to state fair with bf.  Could not bring myself to eat any of the endless choices of junk.  I wanted to but couldn't.  I had 3 bites of food.  I haven't eaten since Friday.  I am going to eat today or I will not make it through to get home and will get really sick on the plane which I do not want. 
  I am super excited!!!!  I get to meet one of my online friends (I am not saying who for privacy reasons-I didn't want to say who in case she doesn't want anyone supersleuthing her location out).  This is going to be so fantastic!  I have always been such a wussy about meeting people who I have met online and argh-damn it-I could be missing out on a great real life friendship!  So, I decided to take the leap and see. 

  
  

  Well, I am exhausted so need some rest.

  
  

  TTFN

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